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Sometimes the Only Way is Jumping...I Hope Your Not Afraid of Heights

Sep. 14th, 2007

10:21 pm

i have never felt like this before

: )

<3

Jul. 31st, 2007

09:16 pm

i was on the site for the ABC extreme home makeover today.

Holy shit.

Those construction workers have to be exhausted.

Jul. 29th, 2007

07:34 pm

Letting yourself fall for someone can be scary as hell.

Seriously.

Jun. 25th, 2007

02:39 pm

I hate how fast the weekend goes.

Friday was fun...we took a little vacation to my apartment so that we could escape his place and plus have some real alone time. Needless to say it was a very fun night.

Saturday I had a bbq at my house and got to teach my godson how to swim. That boy is absolutely adorable. I can't wait to have like 8 children. Well, I can wait a few years, but I want to have so many kids. I love them...I should have been a teacher. I went into my moms classroom the other day & couldn't get enough. Except they all kept asking me who's mom I was...I'm not that old!!

Last night was The Fray concert, which was way better than I had anticipated. The crowd was a little young, but they sounded even better than their cd. They played for a long time too. I love when bands use the piano...it sounds so light and pretty. Amazinggg. If that guy sang me one of his songs I would marry him on the spot. When I got home I was brutally ill with food poisoning. Why I would ever eat a hot dog there is beyond me, but I was hungry and it was the only thing that looked appetizing. Bad idea. I didnt know it was possible to throw up that much... with an awful fever on top. I felt back to myself when I woke up this morning though...thank goooodness!

I'm going to the Phils game with the boy on Thurs...but then I have to leave for Hawaii next week. I'm sooo excited but I wish I could sneak him in my suitcase. 10 days not being able to see each other is pretty long. Especially because the time difference there makes it really hard to talk on the phone. I'm sure I'll be too busy though- I already have surfing planned. WIndsurfing one day too. Then we are doing a luau one night, helicopter over the volcano at sunset, hiking a waterfall, jetskis, snorkeling- all sorts of fun stuff!! Hopefully they aren't strict witht he drinking age...I havent vacationed in a place that is 21 yet so it's going to suck a little bit. Every other place I was never carded because it was 18 and they let like 15 year olds drink. Oh well, I dont need to drink anyway...its just that nothing beats an ice cold pina colada on the beach.

I'm going out for sushi tonight and I am soooo excited.

My parents want me to plan my 21st birthday soon, and I can't decide what I want to do. They have given me some options: limo to NYC with some friends, trolley from Rowan to all the bars in Philly, a suite in AC for the weekend. I don't know if I would rather do something big or small. I htink if a lot of people come I will be worried about them and trying to make sure everything is okay. I kind of wish I didnt have to invite some of my close friends. Its my night to be out of control and I really don't feel like dealing with their drunk nonsense that is bound to happen. I dont even want to be bad...just have fun and dance. But some of my friends have to always have the attention on them...the past 3 years they have already been throwing up and screaming and stuff on my birthday night so I can only imagine that its going to be very similar my 21st. Sucks kind of.

Jun. 14th, 2007

03:33 pm

Yum. Working for such a delicious Italian restaurant has its benefits. I had a yummy caesar salad pizza today for lunch. Thank god its not taking a toll on my wasitline...with my exercise and tiny dinners I have managed to not only maintain my beach figure, but lose 8 lbs.

I feel like I barely have any time, even on my off days. Probably because I spend about 2 hours at the gym, 3 hours reading, and numerous amount of time painting. I have to start writing more though...I haven't gotten anywhere in my novel. I've decided I don't want a career if I can avoid it: I'm too bored when I have to sit all day. I'd much rather be a freelancer or novelist...make my own hours, etc. I know thats reaching but I have a weird way of making what I want to happen, happen. Hopeful that luck continues.

Met with our university President yesterday, along with 10 of the most powerful people in the university. It was a little over my head because they speak in the world of academia and it is hard to understand that language. But I really am glad I was picked out of all the students to help because I think that its necessary for them to see these plans and issues through a student's eyes. Its an invaluable perspective for this type of task.

Anyway life is good. This man makes me so happy. He brings out all of my good characteristics and makes me feel like the person I want to be. Its nice to have someone who makes everything better. I'm a very lucky girl.

Jun. 7th, 2007

11:28 pm

I am getting old.

Jun. 5th, 2007

01:43 am

i have a horrible feeling that something bad is going to happen. i am not sure why. i thought everything was fine until yesterday something was off, today even more so.

this is why i usually avoid getting myself into this situation. what is the point? its so much easy when there is no feeling.

theres no real signs that anything is wrong. i just have a knot in my stomach that i usually get before something bad happens. this sucks.

May. 30th, 2007

09:53 pm

I wrote a children's book the other night. Me and my mom have always talked about doing it: she was going to do the illustrations (she is an amazing artist) and was going to do the book. Well I was sitting in bed and the rhymes just came to me. So, unlike the typical me, I wrote it all down. It's pretty dang good. I think its funny at least. So I'm going to read it to my Mom's first grade class and see if they like it. If they do we are going to move along with the illustrations and get this show on the road.

I love summer. This weather makes me soooo happy.

Life has been good. I love being home with my parents and brother. I miss them so much when I am at school. My health has been holding up. And I am kept pretty occupied at my job/internship, and having a lot of fun, which is important, especially considering it is a year position. I am happy to get out of my apartment at school, that is for sure. Its funny how she thinks I would want to hang out with her outside of our life at Rowan. Why would anyone want to hang out with someone so manipulative, rude, and bitchy? Sure, lets go see a movie, you walked all over me all year, acted like you owned the place, had boys over every second, and tried to steal my boyfriends, but I would LOVE to hang out. I dont think soooo!! I'm done letting people like that bother me though. "Think little of your enemies, often of your friends." People who are insecure and schemers have no place in my life. I have stopped letting rude, mean people into my life. I only want to be surrounded by people who are good at heart.

I need to plan some fun stuff this summer. So far, I only have two more concerts to go to. I want to do six flags, a road trip, maybe a long weekend somewhere cool. I need to start planning activites for my 2 week getaway to hawaii. ahh life is gooood : )

May. 26th, 2007

05:37 pm

amazing <3

Dec. 17th, 2006

06:50 pm

Wow I seriously never post anymore. I'll have some free time with break though so I am sure that will change hopefully. I am pretty h appy with the way things went this semester...I accomplished alot which is nice. Got 1st team all conference in field hockey, and sports editor of the paper. Im heading to pittsburgh in january for an NCAA leadership conference which I am really looking forward to. There are going to be hundreds of other kids in attendance so I hope that I get to meet some really cool people.

I want to plan some trips to break. I know I will be in NY for some visits, and I might spend a few days in Toms River and check out the beach in winter. I haven't seen the ocean in so long it is almost depressing.

I have yet to start Christmas shopping...which totally sucks. I always end up having to squeeze it into a few days which is kind of insane but it gets done. I still have 2 finals on Tuesday...one of which my teacher said is nearly impossible to pass. Its nothing that you can study for either...so that is going to be a toss up. If you dont pass you arent allowed to continue in the major. It's bullshit.

I am moving out of my apartment over summer and into Jackie's which I am really excited about. It'll be so much more fun and we are the same socially so I think that it will make things alot better for me.

I've been having a ton of fun the past few weekends at Rowan and I'm sad that I have to leave for break. I'll definitely throw a few parties and head back to the apartment once in awhile though. It just sucks leaving such cool people for a whole month. I love being home because I love my family but I seriously dont like a lot of people at home. They just are assholes and completely different from the kind of people I like hanging out with. When I am home I would rather just chill out with my parents then force myself to go hang out with some of these people. Some of them are awesome of course, and I cant wait to see. BUt there's definitely more people I would rather just avoid.

I really need a job however I have absolutely NO time to have one.

Thats enough random shit for today.

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